i just got tired of fighting to break up
I just blocked her, I'm done trying to break up with her and her just saying no, she doesn't put any effort in keeping me, the only time she puts any effort in is when i try and break up with her.
I have a girlfriend but..
But I don't know how I feel, I already have a hard enough time to get out of bed in general, i tried to break up with her, but every time i try, she just kinda says no and that she loves me and if i love her i'll do better, but, i have no motivation to do so, i use most of my motivation on work, and then she's asking if i want to hang out, but that's when my battery is low and it's past 9pm, she hardly texts me throughout the day when i'm not busy, but whenever i'm busy that's when she actually wants to hang out with me, and she has my work schedule, i don't know what to do, i have so much love for her, but i just feel like everything on me right now is killing me mentally and physically..
im lost, alone, and feel helpless
when something wrong happens in my relationship i completely shut down i don’t let my feelings come out any other time and it makes me explode, i wake up wishing something would have taken my life for me because i know i don’t have to guts to do it myself, i feel alone with friends, family, and a good relationship. i constantly feel like something’s wrong with me when im not in the wrong, i feel like the spark in my relationship is dying because i just need him to listen to me instead of trying to fix it immediately. my head & feelings have complete control over me, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep, i just dont want to do anything, im on a constant spiral and feel like im losing at everything in life. i want to give up but what good is it going to do i feel guilty even thinking about giving up on everything & everyone.
I always complain about college, but when I'm off on a break I feel empty
I have realized that going to school filters my emotions. It catches the big things before they can actually get to me, and then slowly diffuse them into my life. But now that I'm on a summer break, I feel completely exposed. Like all the what ifs have hit me. What if I waited longer? What if I communicated better? What if I didn't break up with him? What if he noticed me?
Relationship
I wish she is mine officially, I absolutely love her and I would do anything for her 🥰 She’s the best and she is my girl even if it’s not official
His potential will kill me.
His potential will kill me. It happens every time. I cannot find the the middle ground of being delusional and hopeful without completely creating something that isn't real in my imagination. I have spent my slow moments thinking of him, and I don't even know him I just know who he could be.🌅
Dentist experience
I’m hard of hearing, and wear hearing aids. That’s important detail. I’m at the dentist right now getting fillings, the nurse started talking to my bf for me because I told her I’m hard of hearing and I need her to speak up more. That’s the first time someone spoke to my bf for me instead of being accommodating for me. People need to realize HOH people can speak for themselves.
I know my coworker is flirting with me but I haven’t stopped it
So I 21(f) have a coworker 27(m) and he’s been flirting with me. I haven’t no feelings for him and I have a boyfriend. For some context my boyfriend is aware this coworker is flirting and is fine with it our relationship is complicated and we’re only together until we find someone else. Anyway this coworker likes me and i feel like I shouldn’t let him keep flirting since I have no desire to be with him but at the same time…the attention is nice. He’s a very attractive man and very sweet he’s just not really there emotionally and that’s something I really need in a partner. This coworker also is aware I have a boyfriend but he’s also aware of me and my boyfriend’s situation so I’m not sure if I should just let the flirting keep going or put a end to to not lead him on.
Idk What to Do?
There’s this guy in my friend group, and honestly I only see him as a friend, but somehow I still like him in a way I can’t explain. It’s not about looks or anything superficial. I like him because he’s sincere, kind, and never judges me based on my face or appearance. He’s just so free-spirited, like the wind, and being around him feels easy and comforting.
Am i the bad and how should i continue
Well, six months ago I met a woman, we talked on the phone for a month and then I went to see her at work on Friday, we talked and it was great, so I went again day later and we ended up in the car and we had sex together (i had her agreement), but I recently found out from her that I was too quick, but she didn't want anything to do with it and couldn't say no to me. She has bad memories of that and we haven't really talked for six months and she doesn't want to see me (at least now) and she says that she's fine if we just text each other, but I want to have a normal conversation with her in person but I don't want to be a burden again, what should I do?
I hide cash in my best friends house and have been for two years
This all started my I meet my bestfriend lets call her E in 2024. E's family aren't the most fortunate family in the aspects of money I've known this since I meet them. I first met E through a mutual friend and me and her clicked instantly we spent the whole summer we first met together going on 'adventures' having sleepovers and we also went camping. I love E she is my world and she really saved me when I was at my lowest as I like to think I did for her. Her family took me in when I had issues at home and have always offered me a place to stay. I usually brought me and E food for lunch and or tea and snacks everytime time i was there and refused to let her pay (also getting her mum chocolates every so often) One day when I was round they didn't have milk and her mum needed it to make something (her mum had always been kind to me and really helped me alot I see her as a mother figure and I have so much love for her) I offered to go buy milk for the shop but she said they couldn't afford it at that time, I said no worries and that I would pay. She was very thankful and I reassured her is was the least I could do considering all that they did and continue to do for me so me and E went to the shop and brought some milk for her, I really had no problem doing this considering I have a job that pays well, I don't buy alot of things apart from monthly hairdye and occasional body jewelry as I have quite a few piercings. we got back with the milk, I made her a cuppa and me and E went into her room to watch TV and chat, as you do. Anyway E ended up telling me that her and her mum do 'money hunts' round the house when they're tight for money, this entails checking under the sofa, checking sofa cushions, the laundry pile etc to find loose change. She laughed and told me some funny stories about these hunts and I laughed along with her. Thats when it began. I started hiding loose change (20ps, 50p, £1/2 coins) around the house and the occasional £5 note. Everytime I came to her house I left around £4 worth in change in spots where I knew they'd look, sometimes putting some in E's money box. They still dont know and I'm never going to tell them. I do this because I love them so much her and her family are so good to me and so kind to me and have genuinely just taken me in over the past two years, her and her parents have gone above and beyond for me and her brothers always kind and treats me as if I'm his sister too. I have kept this secret for 2 whole years and plan to for many many more.
One time, I was a complete ogre of a patron at a restaurant and it still haunts me.
Hi everyone, This is a story about a time that I was a complete ogre of a customer at a restaurant. My girlfriend and I live in a bit of a food desert, and there really aren't very many nice, privately owned restaurants with high-quality food in the town closest to us (we're out in the country). Being foodies, we enjoy finding nice places together. We had been together for about two years at this point, and I wanted to take us out on a date to a nice restaurant. There was this French/middle eastern fusion restaurant that she had been bringing up for a while, and it was basically the only privately owned restaurant in our town that we hadn't tried. We get there and are impressed by the atmosphere and views from inside the restaurant, but that's where the positives end. I order a gin and tonic and receive what is basically just gin on the rocks. I wouldn't have minded in my younger years, but I'm not trying to be incapacitated before appetizers.